Happy birthday to me! I’m turning 21 this year, and I’ll be going into my junior year around may :]

I’m so happy how this year turned out. My grades look so nice, and I’ve been healing from my injuries I got last winter pretty well! Thank god for my family gene of healing fast. The only thing I’m grateful for. I’m still a bit sore near my upper ribs (the one he broke), but it’s nothing too bad. I’ll be doing fine in no time!

Also, I got therapy, yay. I’ve been talking about my family, and the stress of high school. I don’t think it’s helping me all that much? All it’s doing is just making me more frustrated. I find myself zoning out instead paying attention to what my therapist is saying. I’m just not interested. I also tried group therapy. Uh, yeah, fuck no, you bitches stink and suck sorry! Also the judging stares I just have to close my eyes and die, holy shit, sorry I was a terrible person because I didn’t know how to regulate my emotions at sixteen, my bad!

Anyways, my college classes are going great, my professors are great, practicing is going great (new chart in jazz band today because fuck it why not!). I’m getting better at the piano more and more. Sometimes, I hate that piece of shit but then I realize I can play Whitepine OST on it and everything feels a little better.